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Hey everyone!
the poor people who died in the earthquake..
then got one person say it changed the map, coz the small islands were moved by a few metres.
sigh.
tomorrow will be 2005. a year passes so fast..
oh year, i found dust on my geography book this morning! and i'm not exaggerating.. lol.
I wonder where the primary school kids will line up in the morning. probably in their hall. well i dun care. haha. Just pray they dun run around playing and bang into everyone, the little brats. haha. And hope that Pri school prefects will not go around booking Sec school students too. But the sec school students can book them for all i care. hahaahah.

Hey..
My grandfather is talking to my bro on the phone now..
sigh.
I was chatting wif michelle juz now on msn.. I've never seen her for quite a long time. wonder how she looks lyk now? I'm starting to look forward to going back and seeing all my friends again. haha.
Now there's only 3 more days to new year.. believe me.. i'm not very 'enthu' bout it.. another year goes by so fast.. i still remember my first day in scgs.. i tot ms lim soh cheng was the kind of teacher who doesnt laugh at all.. and i also tot jade michelle and hui shan were the type of ppl who were no fun.. haha. no offence. but turns out i was wrong. I've learnt my lesson on judging ppl by their looks. But i also remember many classmates didn't even know i was in 1CO juz coz i sat by the corner in class! hmmpphh. an example is Sheryl Cheng!! I remember her very specifically. I dunno why either. haha.
i forgot how i came to know charlyn and hui ting though. haha..sorry!

2004's been a crazy year. Crazy but fun year. I remember how during the mid years, quite a number of ppl was scribbling notes on the whiteboard right before the exam took place, me myself was pacing up and down the front of the class along with jade michelle and hui shan. and i remember lots of other fun things bout this year too.. of course not forgetting the tiffs in the friendships. and how charlyn and jade didnt lyk each other in the beginning and i was stuck in the middle!! lol. and how we used to tease michelle.. sorry buddy.. but i dun deny that it was fun. ahhahaa. but that was part of growing up; bullying others coz we felt insecure bout our own position....
thinking about all this made me feel a little sad.. they're nth but memories now.. will i still remember this when i grow up? will i still remember my friends? Or will we just grow apart? juz lyk our pri school friends? i dun deny that i dun feel comfortable talking around some of them anymore. even those who had once been my best friends.. (just to make things clear, sin yee u dun belong in this group. haha) sigh. why do we have to grow up anyway? why cant everything juz stay as it is?

To all those small innocent kids out there : Ignorance is bliss.

Hey..
There's nth to do, now all I do is play computer and read harry potter and the order of phoenix again. And i juz completed a game, so now there's nth left to play that isn't boring. In fact I'm so bored i feel lyk wanting to go back to school again.. then at least dun have to stay at home and do nth. Sigh.

Merry Christmas!
Yesterday nite watched the fantasia ruben and kelly show. today there's nth to do. sian.
then there's only 1 week to school! SIAN!! I'm so bored!

Happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to ME,
happy bithday to me.

I finally turned 13 on this christmas eve....

Jesse McCartney-beautiful soul

[Chorus]
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

[Chorus]

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try

[Chorus]

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

[Chorus 2x]

Your beautiful soul, yeah

jesse mccartney

hey.
today Jade Charlyn and me went plaza sg to see national treasure. It's very funny and nice. But I needed the toilet towards the end of the movie. This always happens. I dunno why. And Charlyn ate almost the whole box of popcorn. not that i wanted to eat. haha. then we went to take neoprints...
anyway.. i dun wanna go back school.. it is so stressful.. especially now that the 5-day week thing has taken place. That stupid thing doesn't even benefit us at all. us as in students. it only benefits workers. Now we have to go home late too. I have to wake up at 5 plus, reach home at 4-plus(on tuesdays 6plus coz of CCA), complete my homework and study for tests the next day! and i bet there's gonna be lyk so many tests, coz now there's no more mid years. Then plus the fact that streamings are taking place.. It's a wonder i dun fall asleep in classes. I already feel stressed when i think about it. I'm going to die when i actually feel the stress. Really.

hey.
yesterday celebrated my b-dae. my cousins came over. we watched TV the whole time, but we still had fun laughing at Mr. Bean and then Shrek.
Today supposed to go movies, but JADE cancelled 'coz she had squash. haha.
I am so bored. and i still havent done any revision!! ahhh.

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move
till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think
I dont look
But deep insideI
n the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afarid to know the awnsers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

Ive waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life ive waiting
This is true

You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afarid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life ive waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true

Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life ive waitied

This is true

What time is it: 11.34Am.
Name as it appears on birth certificate: Tsui Ka Yi
Nickname: Ka, kaka
Pets: Uhh, used to have fish, quill chicks, tortoise, bird.
Natural Hair Color: The same it is now! Black
Eye Color: Black?
Birthplace: A hospital (OK)
Current Residence: SengKang
Favorite Food: Junk food
Been to africa: Uhh, not unless I forgot about it
Been toilet trained: wad does this mean?
Love someone so much it made you cry: yes
Been in a car accident: corse' not
Croutons, or Bacon Bits: Bacon bits (wad's croutons?)
Favorite day of the week: Saturday
Favorite word or phrase: "Some things change, but some things don't."
Favorite Restaurant: Crystal Jade? Or East Ocean?
Favorite Flower: There are different kinds?!?!?! I never noticed!
Favorite sport to play: Badminton
Favorite Drink: Coke
Favorite Ice Cream: choc.
Favorite fast food: fries?
Color of your bedroom wall: white
Best mate: my bro, jade, mich, char, hui ting, sin yee. (should i add joella in this? haha)
Most annoying thing people ask/tell me: You're wrong. (I'm right, always right)
Last person you went out to lunch with: my family, to.. Cafe De Coral in HK.
How tall are you: I never grow TALL! i'm always going to be 151cm!!
Age: 12, a week to 13
Time you finished this survey: 11.43am.

Sigh. I dunno why I'm feeling so upset again.
But the house is so quiet, coz now there's only my grandfather and I left at home. My mum comes back in the evening, and my dad only on Sat and Sun.
I tot i was past the crying part already.. for the past few days I have been OK.
But tonight, i cried again.
Sigghhh.

My cousins and brother are going Ocean Park today!!
I found out yesterday night.. my father was talking to them on the phone and i happened to hear the conversation.
Totally unfair--I really am missing all the fun.. argh.
Not that Ocean Park is very fun. But still. It's an outing.
Sigh. I still havent done any revision.
I'm going to search for a new blogskin.. I've had this one for 'bout.. 3 mths.

Things I'm going to do:
-Start revision.
-Stop playing computer for the whole day.
-Go library, distract myself with books.
-Change blogskin, preferably one with archives.

well, ok. see you.

I think my brain's getting rusty.. I have done no revision AT ALL during the hols.. been busy playing computer.. sigh.
my bro's probably sleeping now in HK..
Just now drank orange juice, it made me feel hungry.
I'm bored. I think I'll watch TV now..

Ok.. I'm back coz i'm super bored.
and there's nth to blog about. Oh wait.. there's my HK trip..
Anyway, it was winter there, so it was quite cold. Around 20 degrees. Occasionally it dropped to 18 degrees. We didn't really go anywhere to play. Actually my bro wanted to go fishing with our maternal side of grandparents (but only coz they have fishing rods), but then we'd have to fish near the sea, and it was gonna be cold, so my grandma and aunt didn't allow us to. So all we did there was shop, and that was the whole point of going HK in the first place.. to finish the passport thing for my bro and shop for winter clothes for my bro coz he's going to australia. And my bro really knows how to waste money.. buying those stupid gundam models, naruto comics and figures. haha. And i bought souvenirs for Jade, Michelle, Joelllla, Char Char and Hui Ting. And also Sin Yee. I also bought lots of storybooks, namely Dan Brown and Princess Diaries books.
Then there was this stupid toilet incident.. One day after my bro bathed for very long, he explained that he had filled the bathing tub with water and created a water tornado. so the nxt day i tried, then after i finished bathing, i stepped out on a very wet cloth and i found out the pipes were leaking and the toilet floor was VERY wet. i used nearly a whole roll of tissue drying it.
Anyway here's what i found out in HK:
-Guys there, especially students, have very 'unique' hairstyles. They cut their hair until lyk all those 5566 guys. They're allowed to dye their hair and leave their hair however long it is. My father said that's coz they're in private schools, and the staff don't usually care coz they're paying the school.
-Girls dont' need to tie their hair to school.
-It is very popular for gals to wear knee high socks. But of course if they don't their legs will be cold.
-pri and sec schools are very small.
-But HK polytechnic university is VERY big. has swimming pool, tennis courts, basketball courts blah blah, about four football stadiums big.

What a super long blog. i gonna watch TV now, more tomorrow.

yoyo.
I watched Star Awards yesterday. What for they waste the top ten awards to ppl lyk Fann Wong and Joanne Peh? I didn't even notice Fann Wong in any shows this year. And as for Joanne Peh, I totally hated her ringtone advertisement. They should've given the awards to maybe Patricia Mok or whoever.
Yesterday was Michelle's party. I heard only charlyn, her mum and michelle's relatives went.
hehe. sry i couldn't go. anyway if u read this happy birthday to u. I know it's late to wish u now, but previously i was too upset 'bout the whole missing my relative thing and also i was too lazy. haha.
Actually I wanted to go library today, coz it's really bored at home and i can't go anywhere far in case my grandfather's worried. But stupid Sin Yee has to go Malaysia! haha. I hope the bridge between malaysia and singapore collapses while u're travelling on it. haha.. juz jokin.
ok.. bb

Hey. Feeling better 'bout the missing family thing already after playing gunbound.

I feel lyk shit today.
I can't even make it to Michelle's party coz the bus trip made me feel lyk puking.
I just sent my aunt to the airport and i miss her already.
I miss my bro too. He's in HK and he'll be going to Australia straight from there in Jan.
My cousin went to HK yesterday and today they'll be having a barbecue. I'm missing all the fun!
I'm listening to aaron's do u remember now.. coz the song really fits my mood.
sigh.

Aaron carter--do u remember

Ohhh ohhhh
Yeah
Ooooh Ooh ohh

Remember we'd be up all night
Talking 'til the morning light, yeah
Like the way it used to be
Those simple days
Just you and me, mmmm

I think baby I know
What's on your mind
Cuz you look like you've
Got something to say
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe it just ain't my way
You ask me do I love you but

Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why I gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you

Remember we used to laugh and say
No one else could get in our way
And there were times
When you would cry
And came knocking
On my door
And I was there
To shelter your pain

I think baby you should
Get that off your mind
Make it seem like
A brighter day
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe I can make it my way
You ask me do I love you but

Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why
I gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you

The answer girl
Lies within your heart
Take a look inside
You ask me do I love you but

Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember
My first steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered whyI gave three wishes to you
You asked the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you

HOHOHO! i'm back!!
sigh. I took the plane wif my aunt. She's going back on Sun. Anyway, the flight was OK. Actually i tot the flights were fun, coz u could see movies on the TV in the plane. So i watched Princess Diaries 2. Actually wasn't very nice la.
more later